Making up the truth

...and other stuff that doesn't matter

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Let me share with you...

So...
I thought maybe I would search blogger for something interesting the other day, but I didn't find anything. In fact after four hours I only came accross one blog that I would even want to revist. I probley went through a couple hundred different blogs... alot of them in foreign languages, alot about computer games, quite a few of those little photo album blogs (either by family's or drunk college students), a good number of advertisment blogs and quite a few poetry blogs. The blogs that I found the least interesting were those which somewhere in their profile contained a phrase something like ... "I have some interesting things to say" or "I have a unique perspective on life and living".
Those blogs almost always suck. I can't say always because I haven't read them all. But the secound a person crosses that boundry line and discloses that they think themselves to be interesting, or that they think others will find them to be interesting, they become the least interesting people around. A person who is proud of their own perspectives and feels like other people should listen to them quickly becomes the most nausiating writer/speaker.
Self interest does not qualify expertise.

To those of you like thisas well as you who may be thinking of starting your own blog, Heed this important advice...
DON'T!
You've already been outdone. I can say that with confidence because you have already seen the best that is out there. I have met enough people to know that I think differently than all of them, including you. I have indepthed everything so much that I recognize things others can't fathom. Once you've read my words you will have a new understanding of life.
You will be able to leave comments and I can respond to your inquiries. I am sure that it will take you some time to comprehend some of the things I share with you though because they are such complex and muti-leveled concepts. But in time, and with my help you will come to know secrets of the unknown, hiddin truths, and the answers to lifes many mysteries which are all clear and obvious to me. You are privilaged to be one of the lucky few who've stumbled upon this wonderful opportunity. Enjoy

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Boring...

I maybe just did my worst test ever. I don't really know why, for some reason I just didn't care. I wanted to care, and I love the class, but for some reason I was just out of it. Sometimes I knew that was answering the queston wrong, then I would erase the incorrect answer and then put it down exactly the same. Insanity denotes constantly repeating the same behavior expecting different results. Lack of sleep contributes I am sure. For some reason I have been waking up at 4 am everyday whether I go to bed at 10:00 or wait till 1:00. But that's really not an excuse. I have never slept good. There is nothing going on in my life that is troubleing me at this time, things are pretty pleasant.
Maybe that's the problem... Monotony (I had to look this up in the dictionary to make sure I spelled it right). It doesn't seem
My life has never been the same thing day in and day out, and it still isn't, however, it is much more so now than anytime past. When I worked on the road, I maybe did the same type of work everyday, but I was in a different place pretty all the time, and miniature adventures would arise on a regular basis. I sappose that I still have miniature adventures, they just seem... less adventurous (spell checked that too).

Is it possible for a person to die from monotony? I am sure that's a pretty over-dramatic thought... Could a person die from being to over-dramatic?
I heard not very long ago about a guy who worried constantly, he drove everyone arround him insane with his constant complaints and negative outlook on everything. This guy loaded and unloaded trucks, and somehow he got locked inside a refrigerator trailer. He ended up being stuck there all night, when they found him the next morning he was dead from hypothermia. The crazy thing about it was that the trailers refrigeration unit was never turned on and in fact hadn't been on for days. The temperature inside the trailer stayed around sixty degrees the whole time he was locked inside.
There's an important lesson in this story for everyone to remember... Don't play in refrigerators!!